I saw this going differently. Flirting with idea of numbness, the hardest to resist. I knew it wasn’t natural but I fell for it . The reality of everything was no longer, I felt beyond floating.. Stuck but aware, that’s the hardest to deal. Dealing with so much pain and handling on your own is dangerous. It ’s humbling but soul searching. Sometimes its just too much , I can’t lie I’ve flirted with silence, asleep at best. The less I try the further I float, stagnant but aware. I know that I’ve changed. But no longer am I afraid.
Fear is the enemy of reality.. Society is the constipation to our soul, they envy cause of their perception not taking any circumstance as face value, they meditate but dont breathe they pray but dont believe , we stuck in our own nuances challenging what we think versus what we feel, let life flow and over flow as he promised, joy comes in the morning, what ever morning you choice….
On Tue, Jan 14, 2020 at 12:01 AM Elements of Peace wrote:
> Aja posted: ” I saw this going differently. Flirting with idea of > numbness, the hardest to resist. I knew it wasn’t natural but I fell for > it . The reality of everything was no longer, I felt beyond floating.. > Stuck but aware, that’s the hardest to deal. Deal” >
LikeLike